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Desperate Scrapes
07:03
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You hadn't danced so badly
In life's strange ballet
Everyone falls sometimes
Trips, missteps and a lack of grace
Are all commonplace
Not all play with fire
Mistakes are made
But your dance was dire
And for it you paid
With your life
It ain't right
You're gone
Cradled by a grave
In death's ebony embrace
So long
Connected by grief
We wander in this sad place
They're wrong
Confusing the lack
of will with a lack of grace
Your song
Elegy for one
who can never be replaced
You tried hard to abstain,
Desperate scrapes
It's not going to be the same, Desperate scrapes
Angry hands that stray
Desperate Scrapes
I thought we had more time to play,
Desperate Scrapes
Too long
Searching for nectar
of an elevated taste
Move on
ballet will play on
And we must keep up the pace
We must move on
You're music won't die with you
We'll sing your songs
Love more
And judge less
Because of you
Struggle, Desperately scraping
Angel crushed by a needle
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Love Song
02:25
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I've Written Hundreds of verses all wrong
I've Tried for years to write your song
Why is it so hard to find a way to say "I love you"
I woke up this morning
After you left for work
And thought I'd start anew
I love you
This is far from perfect poetry
But it's hard to quantify
What you mean to me
And how wonderful you are
I think the world's a better place
For having been graced
With your presence
I love you
Overthinking
Over analyzing
Words for one
Who's never done surprising me
You are the all attractive honey
A Greek goddess
My best friend
And what more can I say
After "I do"?
As Yeats said:
"I love the pilgrim soul in you "
Three words every day
'till time takes us away
I bet you know what they are
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Fading Grey Paint
03:22
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Fading Grey Paint
Felt the good
Felt the bad
Always been
Somewhere in between
Never knew
What I had
When it was
Right in front of me
Wasn't here
To judge but did
Hurt and helped plenty
Wasn't fair
The lives we lived
Heart and mind empty
You're just a memory
Like Fading grey paint
I've conquered my enemy
A Sinner turned saint
I wasn't meant to be
Just Fading grey paint
A dreary prophecy
Won't be my constraint
Managing
My shadow side
My decay
Will end today
A habit broke
A promise kept
One more step
Further away
We all have
A cross to bear
Not all weigh the same
Cosmic time
Blink of an eye
One among many
You're just a memory
Like Fading grey paint
I've conquered my enemy
A Sinner turned saint
I wasn't meant to be
Just Fading grey paint
A dreary prophecy
Won't be my constraint
Misery
Inside of me
I won't be
It's patron saint
Gonna strive
To survive
I have the drive
A will to thrive
Everyone
Is born to lose
What we do
Before we die
Is what counts
And it amounts
To everything
If we try
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Insomniac
02:57
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Insomniac
She sleeps so much
Not soundly though
Restlessly her slumber goes
As I, insomniac, awake
Drink and think too much
Unpleasant things
She seems to dream
At their crescendo: she screams
As I, insomniac, awake
Drink and think too much
Her night terrors made manifest
The worries of her days
Because of the man she is with
And his self destructive ways
As I, Insomniac, awake
Drink and think too much
The dichotomy of past pain
And present life
Is strikingly shocking
Old scars on my heart
Haunt the modern day
Which is far from perfect
But is being worsened
As past pain morphs to present
The gift I give to her
As I, Insomniac, awake
Think and drink too much
Fermented in depression
I can't believe
Her love and thoughtfulness
Make me genuinely blessed
I can't believe
That it is real
I can't believe
That it could last
That I, Insomniac, asleep
Am dreaming her
That she will vanish
And reality come knocking
On my poor Soul's door, mocking
My deluded foolishness
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no one sings like you anymore
you gave us a garden and a temple
with a voice so monumental
you were the man who tried to live
depression's hands all over you
you fought the best anyone could do
you were the man who tried to live
and we say goodbye
we say goodbye
to the man who tried to live
no euphoria in our mourning
you left us without warning
you were the man who tried to live
all alone in your hotel room
with the drugs prescribed to you
oh how we wish you would've lived
and we say goodbye
we say goodbye
to the man who tried to live
we dry our eyes and say goodbye
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Phoenix
05:05
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Phoenix
I've gone from job to job
Trying to find the best deal
I've been a drunken slob
Trying to deny what's real
I'm burning out
I've never been good at saying goodbye
Or letting things go
Obsessed with control
Not knowing why
It's always been hard to accept that I'm wrong
I know I'm not whole
Because I sold my soul
You all moved on
Maybe
I'm just bad
Scar tissue in my brain
A hardened heart can't heal
Slowly I grow insane
I can't ignore what I feel
I've never been good at saying goodbye
Or letting things go
Obsessed with control
Not knowing why
It's always been hard to accept that I'm wrong
I know I'm not whole
Because I sold my soul
You all moved on
Broken
I'm so sad
(GUITAR SOLO)
An ocean of beers
Became only tears
Getting much worse over the years
Burning bright
Burning out
Hitting Rock Bottom
You want demons? I got 'em
I think it's time I fought 'em!
Ashen Sprout
Taking flight
Life has both joy and pain
Give and take kindness
I choose to light a flame
Not curse the darkness
From the ashes I'll rise, I'll look into your eyes
And won't tell no more lies
I'll have no more disguise
Someone who tries
You're depending on me and you're gonna see
What beauty can be
a.s.a.p.
You can trust me
Maybe
I ain't so bad
Burning bright
Taking Flight
Rise!
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I'm a musician who has collaborated with many better musicians over the years, but due to struggles with mental illness I
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